Failure in not an option!

Today has really and truly stunk.  I have been working my behind off.  I have been working out, drinking more water, watching what I eat, and I have only lost 1.2 pounds.  I did lose 4 inches from my waist, so that is good.  The thing is, it makes me feel like a failure.  I have actually cried several times today.  It makes me feel like I am letting people down.

I have failed many times before, so it is nothing new.  I have dieted and failed.  I have exercised and failed.  I have done both and failed.  I have failed myself as well.  I have let myself down more times than I can imagine. I hate the feeling of being a failure.  I hate it, I hate it, I hate it!  I have been successful in many aspects of my life, but weight has been my constant albatross.

I will be trying harder.  I will be doing better.  I will not let others down. I will not let myself down this time. I will succeed and bring my sexy back.  Please help me to not become discouraged too badly.  I am easily discouraged, but I have many, many people in my corner, cheering me on.  I even have friends who said if I died during the run yesterday, they would cremate me and put my ashes on Adam Levine.  That is support right there.  I also had people who slowed their pace and ran/walked with me.  Thanks for that.  I would have quit long ago if not for you.

I promise to not let this set back, set me back.  I will keep on going and pushing and working hard.  Thanks for cheering me on.

Peace out peeps. I have sore legs to massage from my running yesterday.