So let me just start this by saying that last week was a hard week for me. I went to my regular Doctor for blood work (she's actually a vampire), med check, etc.... When I got on the scale, which they make you do by the way, it showed that since August I had not lost any weight. I was many things, mad, hacked, pissed off, discouraged, and most of all felt like a failure.
I told my doctor this and she told me, I am paraphrasing, "Get over yourself. You look different and I can tell you have lost weight." Why is that number so important to me and to people in general? I guess because you are in a sense judged by it everyday.
I went on Friday to my nutritionist, lovingly called "The Food Nazi" or TFN for short and got another shock. I had gained 4 pounds according to her scale. I was really depressed now. To borrow again from the great Stuart Smalley, I had some "stinkin' thinkin'" going on. TFN told me, I am paraphrasing, "Get over yourself." She measured my waist and I have lost three inches since the middle of August. Also, my body fat had finally come down enough to measure. VICTORY! I am gaining muscle.
When I got home, I had my lab results and guess what? I get to stop one of my medications because my blood glucose is so much better. Can I get an Amen for that! I guess I need to start looking at it like this:
1. Don't worry about what the scale says.
2. My blood pressure is the lowest it has been in years.
3. My blood sugar is getting much better.
4. I have more determination.
5. I overeat far less than I used too.
6. I am more persistent. You will not stop me.
7. I am drinking more water.
8. I am eating more fruits and veggies. I still stand by my statement that green beans or English peas will never pass these lips.
9. I have cut down on the fat and sugar.
10. I am moving more. I can do things now that 6 months ago were only a dream.
11. Most importantly, I am more positive about life and myself.
While I do have a goal weight in my mind, I will not be as consumed by what that metal machine says anymore. I am already victorious in my own way.
Peace out Peeps! I have something great to do!
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