There is a saying that I have heard many times, "God loves you just as you are. He also loves you too much to let you stay that way." I never really thought much about that quote until recently. Since starting my journey to sexiness, I have been thinking a lot about my life and the way I look at things.
When I was a little girl, I used to think that in order to have a full life I had to have a husband, kids, house, cat, etc.... As I got older, I used to get really depressed every time I had a friend get married or have kids. I would get angry that people I knew were getting something that I thought I needed. I cannot even start to tell you how many Valentine's Days I just wanted to stay in bed and cry.
I entered into relationships that were not good for me, just to have a relationship. I even became engaged to someone I really had nothing in common with. I am not proud of things I have done in my past. But I look at everything as a learning experience. And boy did learn some stuff.
I have realized since starting my journey that I am enough, just the way I am. I don't need anyone to make me feel complete. Would it be nice to have a meaningful relationship with someone who makes me laugh? Absolutely. I don't need it though. I am an amazing person just the way I am.
God loves me just the way I am. He also loved me enough to make me change. He has made me realize that I am good enough, smart enough, and doggone it people like me. He is making me realize that in order to make myself whole, I needed to change. I am no good to anyone if I don't love myself first. I have to be healthy in body, mind and soul before I am ready for a relationship that will last.
I am hoping that he does not make me wait until I am 80 and in the nursing home. If he does, I will be the hottest old lady at the home. I will be chasing the young guys around the home and pinching tushies. That is a promise.
Peace out peeps. I think I need to check out the Scooter Store so I can catch the young 60 year olds at the home.
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