New year and new attitude or what doesn't kill you makes you stronger.

Okay peeps we are five days into the year 2014, how is it going for  you so far?  I am doing great.  I had a slight hiccup on New Year's Eve that let to great news later in the week.  I went to the gym to work out with a trainer and after twenty minutes I started to feel dizzy.  I sat down on the bench and started sweating, breathing heavy and my body tingled all over.  I actually passed out twice.  The trainer, Ashli, stayed right with me and got me water and wet towels.  After an hour, yes and hour, I finally felt strong enough to drive home.  Ashli followed me home and walked with me all the way to the door.  How awesome is that?  I felt better after I ate some candy, but was still week Jan. 1.  I emailed the doctor my symptoms and guess what, my blood sugar had gotten so low that is why I passed out.  So now that means I am off two meds.  Yea for me.  I got up early Friday and went to work out with Ashli again.  We took it slow and lots of breaks, but I did it.  I also worked out on Saturday too.  So to sum it all up, I did not let it stop me.

As you know I did not make any resolutions this year.  I am taking it six weeks at a time.  So far I am doing great.  I am working out and CG starts tomorrow; my bag is already packed and mat in the car.  As much as I hate it, I love it just as much.  I can really feel a difference in my body.  I actually felt a hip bone today.  It is the little things people.

I know now that if I fail at any point this six weeks, I can always start over.  No need to beat myself up for it.  Before, I would have let this break me and prove to myself that I cannot do it.   Well you can forget that.

I am ignoring voice of doubt.  You can no longer have space in my head.  I will do this.  I do not have to be supermodel skinny.  I just want to be healthy with a nice butt.  That is not too much to ask.

Peace out peeps.  Remember if it doesn't kill you, keep going and eventually you will kill it.